it feels like just yesterday my and my family were shopping for CNY. and now, the stuff is all there in the shops...
*sigh*
if there was a way to freeze time, I'd be happy.
in approximately 5 days from now school starts.
not a fan of school...
not really happy there. not like when I'm with the Youth....
but I must say, I feel like our EYM has lost focus.
If I compare EYM to the Frontliners, I feel
ashamed.the Frontliners are so...
Driven for God.
they have devotion in the morning. and even their workshops are about Evangelizing.
it's amazing really, but I think I much preferred the Big-E camp this year to out EYM camp..
even though it was fun and all...
It wasn't really... "stirring"?
God really reached out and told me that I was wrong.
I felt in my heart atirring. like I really wanna give up my old ways. and I will. you'll see...
anyway...
Happy times, and bad ones throughout '08.
getting to know people better, having a Big Bro, infatuation...
haha.
anyway..
I think it has been an overall good year.
I mean, it's not like everyday people get chosen for Council right?
It's not everyday you discover someone who truly cares about what happens to you.
It's not everyday you get a new start right?
not everyday you find TRUE friends who you can trust right?
hmm...
For one of my friends, they year wasn't great
Heartbreak, emo-ness.
but recently it got better. :)
happy for my friend.
and hopefully it's true.
then i'll be happy for TWO friends. :)
doubly happy means double cheer.
so happy x2 is good enough for anybody.
lol now I'm talking crap. xD
And for Mr D and Miss E.
ahh happy for her. I suppose you could say she has a good year.
hopefully.
so..
new year resolutions?
- Be Closer with God.
- Have a better walk with Him
- finish all homework assignments given no matter what. >.<
- care more
- try not to let it be awkward if anything happens between the two friends mentioned above.
- Be less emo.
- be happy in school
- be the most AWESOME KURK SMK St. Teresa aft. session has EVER SEEN.
hmm...
please Lord I pray let it be a good year next year. and help me grow in You, Amen
XOXO
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME