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Ashy, Kuching, Malaysia .
i go rawr

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5:08 PM, Tuesday, October 28, 2008

So I finished reading Breaking Dawn yesterday, and I realised how much a pain in the ass Jacob Black is. he's SO annoying!

Anyway, I... Can.... FINISH THE RUBIK'S CUBE!!!!!! I learnt on Tuesday. :D want proof? look for me... cause I'm always there.

I've been having really odd dreams lately. odd to a certain extent that I wake up feeling rather bemused.
hmm.

xD

Jelly beans are my new addiction/anti-drug.

currently my favourite word is cerulean. it's a colour too. like the word orange. it's a fruit, and a colour! :D happyhappyjoyjoy

anyway.

The school choir's been practising their butts off, and I must day they've goten quite good. the dancing, on the other hand, is.. to put it mildly, very... lame. SORRY LAH it's just what i think. :D

anyways, goodnight.

xoxo
ASHY

5:16 PM, Monday, October 27, 2008

Name Someone

oo1 With black hair: OOH! Johnny Depp!
oo2 Younger than you: Jeremy

oo3 In your class: Marie

oo4 That is one of your best friends: Jesslyn
oo5 Someone that is older than you: Christine ( my predecessor )

oo6 That lives close to you: Natalia

oo7 With curly hair: ehmmm... Nat

oo8 That lives far away from you: Barney

oo9 You love: him

o1oYou Dislike: that "girl"

Questions.

How old is #oo3?

Marie ; 13

Are #oo9 and #oo1 friends?

Him and Johnny Depp ; perhaps...?

Does #oo2 have any pets?

Jeremy ; yes and no cause Scamper belongs to me.

Why do you love #oo4?
Jesslyn ; because... I dunno, I mean, I do love her but as a friend

What is #oo6s weakness?

Natalia ; I have no idea.

Where does #o1o go to school?

that "girl" ; unfortunately she's in my class.

Who do you talk to more, #oo2 or #oo8?

Jeremy or Barney ; Definitely Barney

In how many years does #oo7 turn 21?

Nat ; uh.. 5 years. [ OMG so soon! ]

Whats #oo5s favourite band?

Christine ; goodness knows... I must ask.

Would you ever have sex with #oo1?

Johnny Depp ; if I ever become Ashley Depp [ for you bimbos, tis means his wifey ] then why not.

How far away does #oo3 live from you?

Marie ; I have honestly no idea.

Who is crazier, #oo6 or #oo9?
Natalia or him ; him.

How long have you known #oo4?

Jesslyn ; mentaly since last year, physicaly only this year. want the full story? ask.

Does #oo2 like #o1o?

I should hope not.

How old is #oo1?

Johnny Depp ; 45 [ AGHAST there goes my fangirlie dreams. xD ]

What is your favourite thing about #oo8?

Barney ; this song: I hate you, you hate me, lets hang barney on a tree, pull a trigger to his head, sorry kids but barney's dead.

Have #oo4 and #oo5 made out?

Christine and Jesslyn ; oh ew. I HOPE not.

Is #oo9 related to you?

Him ; LOL no!

What would you change about #o1o?

the fact that she's alive.

What colour of hair does #oo4 have?

Jesslynh ; purple.

Is #oo1 immature?
Johnny Depp ; seeing that he's so OLD I should guess not.

Whats your relationship with #oo6?

Natalia ; the abused and the abuser [ most of the time I'm the latter xD ]

Is #oo8 still in school?

Barney ; yes

Where does #oo7 live?

Nat ; RIGHT outside The Spring, the lucky cow.

What sports does #oo5 play?
Christine ; ehh... BASKETBALL! no.

Have you ever held hands with #oo1?

Johnny Depp ; OH HOW I WSH! :C

What kind of eyes does #oo4 have?

Jesslyn ; Orange

Have #oo6 and #oo8 ever dated?

Barney and Natalia ; yes.

Have you ever seen #oo5 cry?
Christine ; on paper yes.

Do you have any classes with #o1o?

sadly all of them.

Does #oo5 drink alcohol?

Do you Christine?

When is #oo6's birthday?

Natalia ; that I have long forgotten.

6:19 AM, Sunday, October 26, 2008

I got a dress today!
maybe if you're lucky you'll see me in it.
: D I only have TWO dresses. one I wore for prefects nte, the other is the one I just bought. hehe wonder how Mich and the rest will react to me wearing a dress to church...? xD

anyway, at choir today, we finished learnig/ perfected Hallelujah, you know that crazily hard gila song?
hehe.

anyway...

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME.

6:07 AM,

OHNOES!
I JUST FOUND OUT THAT NO APOLOGIES MIGHT CLASH WITH CHOIR CAMP! AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
OHNOESOHNOESOHNOESOHNOES!

BOOHHOOO I HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN ON OR THE OTHER...
no apologies is what mom says to go to tho...

D:

4:57 AM, Thursday, October 23, 2008

pardon the rant just now, just needed to get it out.

ENGLISH [1]
38 over 40
D: IT DROPPED! like WADAEHK?

BM [1]
70%
amazing right? I usually get 60+ only.

MATHS
90%
OMFG YAAAY. but dropped by ONE mark. bleh

PK
60%
hem hem.

SEJARAH
79%
OMGOMGOMGOMG I GOT AN A! : DDDDD

GEOGRAPHY
73%
not too bad, got ~~a B~~ an almost A

KHB
70%
but not confirmed yet, cause Charmaine is still busy finding wrong answers so we can get more marks.

SCIENCE
87%
only. I'm dropping lah. and yes there is nitroglycerin in cigarettes. ugh I'm so smart.

MORE RESULTS TO COME.

7:37 PM, Wednesday, October 22, 2008

1st things first:

EXAMS. ARE. OVEEERRR.
TYME. TO. PARTAY!

: D

Tagged by Hanna

6 people to tag:-
Jesslyn
Christine
Alicia
naomi
Eu Fern / Jeanette
Priscilla

6 things I’m passionate about:
Music
Writing
Art
Friends
Family
my lovley piece of Blogspot.

6 things I say too often:-
"Crap"
"Lawrl"
"Bleh"
"You tweenybopper you"
"And I care because..?"
"ugh"

6 books I've read recently:
Harry Potter [ actually I read 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 ]
Rocket Boys
The Doomspell Trilogy
HTML for Idiots
The Broker
The King Of Torts

6 song I can listen to again and again:
I dunno lah.
I listen to
too many songs
that I like so
I can't decide
ok?

6 things I learnt in the past year:
Brush brush brush
Change ain't always good.
It's just a crush.
Floss.
Boy friends, not Boyfriends.
Cramming = STRESS. but yet, I still cram. ohwells.

6:22 PM, Monday, October 20, 2008

I disabled Right Clicking AND Highlighting.

aren't I evil?

5:49 PM,

I CHANGED IT!

[finally]

so.

you like???

XOXO
ASHY

EDIT!

and until I find out the way to put an imeem playlist here, the links to my sites will be under the patronage part. :D

6:02 PM, Sunday, October 19, 2008

gastric
leg pains
gonna FAIL science, BM AND geo
GOT A B FOR SEJARAH! DDD:
carrot's too busy nowadays. or so he says.
staplers [of all things] are now a big temptation.

GAH. this sucks.

anyway... I stoled a taggie!

RULES: Pick your birth month.
Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.
Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
Tag 5 people.

Birth month-

-MARCH: Attractive personality. ~~Sexy~~. Affectionate. ~~Shy and reserved~~. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and ~~sympathetic~~. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. ~~Hasty decisions in choosing partners~~. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

[Italics are the one i'm not so sure about.]

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JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

-FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

-MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

-APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

-MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

-JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

-JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

-AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

-SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

-OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

-NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

-DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

YOU KNOW YOU♥ME

5:19 PM, Monday, October 13, 2008

yes I do

☺

8:24 AM, Saturday, October 11, 2008

ugh I'm so bored of this layout.

I must change it after the exams

6:20 PM, Friday, October 10, 2008

ohnoes!

school today!

and exams next week!

WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE??

good luck and God bless all of y'all sitting for PMR and SPM and STPM, and everyone else too!

8:09 AM, Thursday, October 9, 2008

Sonnet 18
William Shakespeare

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate:

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou owe'st;

Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,

When in eternal lines to time thou grow'est:

So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,

So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

I know we're only learning it in form 4 but I've memorized it.
hehe, I ♥ this sonnet.

XOXO
ASHY

5:28 PM, Tuesday, October 7, 2008

TWO TAGS! O___O

The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!!

1. I have the urge to correct peoples English be it in my head or out loud, especially the English of people I don't like. : D

2. I devour books. It's sad really. for example, I finished Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse in two days each. and I read ALL the HP books in one four-day weekend in this order, Deathly Hallows, Philosophers Stone, Chamber, Prisoner, Goblet, Phoenix and Half-Blood.

3. I like washing my hands.

4. I listen to music depending on my mood. Angry- Heavy Metal, Sad- Heavy Metal, Happy- Heavy Metal. wait. I always listen to heavy Metal. ohwells.

5. I like to preen

6. I like to be alone.

7. I get depressed / angry easily.

8. I'm F-A-T

9. I collect junk.

10. I hate school but I love school. make any sense?

11. I like sleeping on the floor.

12. My memory span is like. 2 seconds.

13. I fall down a lot.

14. I lose suff easily. like, I can have something in my hands and then forget where it is in 3 minutes. : D

15. I love looking at the sky.

NUMBER TWO.

tagged by Christine and Jesslyn

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

Friends / coconut tree.

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
Christine-

hilarious.
smart
writes really well
has a really pretty voice
nuts.

Jesslyn

tall
odd
sometimes very emo
pretty
again, talllll

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
Chose me as her successor! / in my time of last minute-ing, she helped me.

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you.
I dunno / I also dunno

5. If he/she become your lover, you will:
hahahahahahahahaahha. no.

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
oh I really hope not. / oh dear.

7. If he/she become your lover, she has to improve on.
become a boy. / get A BITTTT shorter and, become a guy.
I mean, lesbianism ain't for me.

8. If he/she became your enemy, the reason is.
who knows

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
Make her proud / SQUASH HER DOWWWN.

10. The overall impression of him/her is.
nice / tallllll

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Who cares?

12. The character of you for yourself is?
I can draw...?

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
i'm fattt

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
: D

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
I love youuuuu!

Ten people to tag:

Naomi
Hanna
Sabrina ( muahhahaha )
Karen
Eu Fern
Esther
Danson
Pheobe
Priscilla
Elizabeth

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Hanna- me no know

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female, definitely

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
HMMMMM

How about no. 5 and 8?
lol, never.

What is no. 1 studying about?
Naomi - stuff

Is no. 4 single?
Karen, most likely

Say something about no. 6?
Esther - loving

7:15 AM, Sunday, October 5, 2008

so I joined a drawing contest today.

theme?

Peace Begins With Me.

Like Natalia said, "yeah, riiiight."

that up there was what I drew/painted.

note how bad the photo quality is.
~~baaaad.~~

so. I didn't win anything, but at least I know, I didn't stereotype and conform to the mold of those "Cina" artists, with their Doves, and Hearts and Hands and Peace Signs and all the Flags and the Blue Backgrounds.

And because of that, I didn't get nothing.

I mean, all the winners fell into that "Cina" category. even the non Chinese winner,
~~ohwait, she is Chinese only she's a convert.~~
[ go abby ]

so... yeah.

just felt like ranting.

AND OH YEAH!

SPECIAL THANK YOUS TO:

NAT FOR BEING SO WONDERFULLY INDIGNANT ON MY BEHALF
ELLY FOR CUSSING AT THE "BLIND" JUDGES [ :D ]